I apologised for what i had done wrong unintentionally.
Most importantly i have to know what i have done wrong and really change for the better. That's really all i can do within my capability.
Then it's up to people if they are willing to forgive and forget.
Yes saying is one thing, doing is another. It never was easy, it takes time to change. Sometimes people made the same mistakes over and over before they eventually learnt their lesson.
I was told, if someone regards you as his or her friend/love truthfully, then he or she will definitely forgive you even if you repeated a mistake again most importantly you admit it and really do change for the better. They should never give up on you, if they do it says a lot. To them, it's NOT about you letting them down and what you had done wrong to them that matters but whether you knew that your actions was wrong and really do change.
Maybe it's a test for both parties. A test of self-improvement and a test of true commitment.


❤R;