Do stand in my shoes and see what i have been through too.
Definitely not easy on my side, do you even realise?
Ohya u knew very well yet just didn't come to my aid (not the least bit) even after i pleaded and requested.
That's tad too overboard for your information.
If you still remember, then all those spoken words are empty promises and sweet nothings of the past.
So you assume i should be treated this way.
So you assume your actions so far are
being fair to me.
For another issue, i have to question thou i am in no position anymore.
The worst part is even if i wronged you, there ain't no rebuttal for my accusations.
WHY, you are just telling me that what i accused was the truth.
Like a cold war will resolve any issue..face it, it won't.
If i don't let out my feeling and thoughts, i'm reaching the brink of crumbling.
Have to drive me to this point eh?
I have to let it go because it's just so SO TIRING trying for a matter that's so small.
Did i not realise my mistake and apologise? I don't know where you people got the perception, i did sincerely plead and apologise for goodness's sake. Hello, did my efforts gone to waste?
I can do it again if you miss it.
You can't blame me for being agitated and harsh now, i just seriously don't get it.
Heck, we are 17.
Why let supposedly a minor matter dwell and why blow it up.
I don't know why you people want to have things turn out this way. If you people don't feel miserable then obviously i have nothing to say.
Seriously what is this !?
It's getting more and more unfair as time passes, please do jolt yourself to reality.
Should have a long time back in fact.
Wait, you might never get any bit of logic in.
If your gut feeling, your intuition still approves of your actions then just go ahead with your endeavours.
Did enough, enough said.

If it's going to be an empty promise, then please never make that promise because it hurts.


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I apologised for what i had done wrong unintentionally.
Most importantly i have to know what i have done wrong and really change for the better. That's really all i can do within my capability.
Then it's up to people if they are willing to forgive and forget.
Yes saying is one thing, doing is another. It never was easy, it takes time to change. Sometimes people made the same mistakes over and over before they eventually learnt their lesson.
I was told, if someone regards you as his or her friend/love truthfully, then he or she will definitely forgive you even if you repeated a mistake again most importantly you admit it and really do change for the better. They should never give up on you, if they do it says a lot. To them, it's NOT about you letting them down and what you had done wrong to them that matters but whether you knew that your actions was wrong and really do change.
Maybe it's a test for both parties. A test of self-improvement and a test of true commitment.


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